(((isaiah)))

Godmother:
a mother
of god

who am i to have such a title?
who am i to have such reward?

i don't know why
out of everyone
you chose
me

I do know
that im sure as hell
proud

its an honor

one that shall never be taken for granted
one i may never know how i so earned.

Isaiah
I am your godmother

to be honest
i don't know what that all really means

what i do know is that i love you
you, small every precious
human being

I can't be sure that we'll get along
I can't promise that i'll have the answer to your problems
but i can say that i'll do the very best that I can
to love you
to hear you
to see you

to hold you
to push you

to learn
from you

I may not be what you are looking for
we may be a plethora of things
but know that you hold as much power as i do
in making this connection that of God
a god
whoever and/or whatever you choose to believe
even if that is nothing
know that we can exist together around that as well

we don't have to look
we can just
see

I love you.
i feel you
I've hardly touched you
but know you've already touched me

i may seem consumed
you may sometimes wonder who on earth i think that i am
just know that i'm your godmother
that i'm not sure what that really means
that i'm just as confused as you

we now walk in the mystery

may we seek
may we find refuge
may we grow
together

I am here now and ever will be

it is my only hope
that you find
a mother
of god
in me
<3

i am

here.